I used to have so much time for myself, preening in front of the mirror, looking pretty turning heads of the unknown and demanding attention wherever I go.

Falling in love was grand yet there were times when fear arises. I love the time we spent together simple doing nothing together, listening to the ocean waves washing along the shore. Though I should have seen it coming. The day that we broke up.

So this is the end of our sweet romance I guess, who would have known that I would fall again. Feeling the pain, I thought that we had a connection in the past. Why won’t these tears stop flowing? I have been through these a few times already I should be able to handle it on my own now right?

I wished we had more time together, to get to know each of our flaws. The warmth you gave me, how my heart race everytime you told me that you loved me. Now they are nothing but whispers to me. Another memory or a dream I tried to treat this as, but everytime I stop to think, you appeared. I wish that I could turn back to the time we met so that I would not have fallen for you that day.

It hurts so much deep within,do you know that? Even if you did what good is it to me now? It is already over. I would give anything now to turn back time erase these memories so that I would not feel the pain I am going through. So many things has happened. Why must it happened to me again.  Why won’t your face just disappear?!

As I sat in my favourite quiet little place, I thought about us, and the time we spent together. Those sweet memories of us together now seemed meaninglesss to me. My heart just aches so much that it is hard to even breath. If only I could go back in time, I would erase all these away, so that my heart will not ache so much now.

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